God Loves YOU

God Loves YOU

This song has been not only on my mind but on my heart for several weeks. Can anyone really hear my heart that is crying for help? My cry is deep down, just waiting to burst out.

Satan attacks and attacks day in and day out.

But when this happens of why I feel so far away for God and from everyone else this comes to mind when I am finally starting to feel peace.

I believe in the sun even when it’s not shining
I believe in love even when I don’t feel it
And I believe in God even when He is silent
And I, ….
No dark can consume Light
No death greater than this life
We are not forgotten
Hope is found when we say
Even when He is silent

This incredible song is by a group called BarlowGirls, and it is so true. As it is stated in Deuteronomy 31:6 it says, “…never will I leave you or forsake you”.

So, if you are like me, feeling like no one can hear you, wanting to feel so close to the Lord and others, have hope because He is always there with you! Keep seeking His face, don’t ever stop. And, after a while, you will notice that everyone was there all along.

Here is a poem to show hope and encouragement.

One night I dreamed a dream.
As I was walking along the beach with my Lord.
Across the dark sky flashed scenes from my life.
For each scene, I noticed two sets of footprints in the sand,
One belonging to me and one to my Lord.

After the last scene of my life flashed before me,
I looked back at the footprints in the sand.
I noticed that at many times along the path of my life,
especially at the very lowest and saddest times,
there was only one set of footprints.

This really troubled me, so I asked the Lord about it.
“Lord, you said once I decided to follow you,
You’d walk with me all the way.
But I noticed that during the saddest and most troublesome times of my life,
there was only one set of footprints.
I don’t understand why, when I needed You the most, You would leave me.”

He whispered, “My precious child, I love you and will never leave you
Never, ever, during your trials and testings.
When you saw only one set of footprints,
It was then that I carried you.”


Puting the PRO in Procrastination

So I am sit here on this circle lime green chair in my other section with my lovely friends, Sarah and Anna. While sitting here, attempting to write my English Composition paper on the affects of advertisement. It is at times like these that I realize the affect of noise that distracts me. I suddenly realize that there is so much going on, there are girls down the hallway talking, Pink Panther is playing (on mute with subtitles, makes it more entertaining at times), spotify playing Josh Groban’s beautiful voice, and the sound of my fingers typing. We are always surrounded my sound, it does not go away. We cannot escape it. 

I am half deaf, I have two hearing aids. Now saying that I am so, I am not ashamed, I am becoming much more thankful. Now would I have said this during my middle school or high school career, probably not. But, it what makes me, me. It is apart of me, and will always be apart of me. My very good friend, Sarah she too has hearing problems. She has a cochlear implant. Sarah and I were meant to be friends. Her good ear is her left side and my good ear is my right side. While walking, we can hear each other knowing which side is needed for the both of us. It is very neat to see how that worked out, and I am blessed. Sarah and I are going to be roommates this coming Fall Semester 2013, in Clemens, and we are beyond excited! I am very excited to see what God has in store for us this coming 2013 Fall Semester.

Now, I do know that this post is bouncing off every corner of a wall but, that is okay, it is almost 2 am and I have a long night a head of me. I would like to write a blog every day, in hoping that my writing will become better. In hoping that because I do not enjoy writing that I will enjoy it more and will not hold off my papers the night before they are due. I do hope in become a better reader, writer, and listener. May God show me something through the blogs. May God speak to me and possibly to another reading.

I believe that it is soon time to soon start my paper on how advertisement affects our society today, with a biblical worldview. I will return to my playlist of Josh Groban on my addiction, spotify. May you all have a good night.

God Bless.

“I will praise you, O Lord, with all my heart; I will feel all your wonders.” (Psalm 9:1)